From the recording E.p.isode One
Lyrics
doesn’t it hurt
trying to be pretty in grief?
sunken and bruised
delicious as a ripe peach
drunken and dizzy it doesn’t hurt any less
wrists rubbed raw i’m delirious in this bed
it’s 3am and i don’t know where i belong
it’s 3am and i don’t want to write this song
so tell me god
what went so wrong in this head
please tell me god
what went so wrong in this head
and i’ve never been so close
to hell where the sinners go
half alive and half in hell
will i ever escape this cell?
there’s no god strong enough
to undo what i’ve done
there’s no way to win
so how will i choose to lose?
there’s no garden of eden that i’d be allowed to waltz through
and i’m tired of playing pretend so i’ll take off this dress
this heartache won’t heal
i’m hideous in this mess
it’s 3am and i don’t know where i belong
it’s 3am and i don’t want to write this song
so tell me god
what went so wrong in this head
please tell me god
what went so wrong in this head